short little life update

I’m not sure what’s worse–having extreme hunger or having no appetite.

The past few days I’ve had extreme hunger and was constantly wishing my appetite would die down. Today, I had no appetite all day but have been forcing myself to eat because I know I need to. I feel like I’m going to barf, and I have to go to dance and then come home to eat MORE.

Tomorrow should be interesting–will I be eternally hungry or nauseous and appetite-less? Stay tuned.

Today was a crazy busy day and it’s not over. I’m amidst my one break of the day which is 1.5 hrs long. I have to leave for dance in about 25 minutes.

However, I have some REALLY exciting news but I can’t announce it yet! Hopefully within the next few days I will be able to share it with you all. But stuff is getting real. I’m excited.

I’m currently listening to this video in the background and dying. This guy is just so dry and funny.

I have a VLOG going up tomorrow that hopefully will give a better update of what I’ve been doing lately. It’s easier to whip out my camera while I’m driving than it is to post and update a lot, so I’ve been relying on my trusty vlogs to document my life. I do wish I had more time to blog but I’m just really busy right now and happy with it. (And with my new announcement I’m going to be way busier somehow.)

Ugh, I really can’t imagine dancing right now because I’m so full of food! I feel so nauseous. I really wonder where my appetite is today.

My weight has been stable for a few weeks now and honestly I’m okay with it. It seems to be redistributing slowly but surely and I’m taking that as a sign that I’m close to my body’s normal weight. I know a lot of people still think I’m too thin but that’s really just how my body is. My body does fine being “technically” underweight and BMI is a bunch of crap anyway.

Stay tuned for my VLOG and I’m sorry that I haven’t had a really good, insightful post in a while. I just have been keeping my mind occupied and haven’t felt the need to spew word vomit everywhere. I have tons of writing assignments for school and work so it almost seems like too much to be blogging every day!

LOVE YOU ALL AND THANKS FOR BEIN’ COOL.

{a.m.}

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One thought on “short little life update

  1. I’m not sure what’s worse either. Now, after about 2 years of having pretty normal weight and eating patterns, I’m beginning to find out what it is to be satisfied like a normal person again 🙂 So keep going. I don’t think the ups and downs will last forever.

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