Alright, I’m seriously so sick of feeling so sick from honoring my extreme hunger. I ate about 6000 calories over the past 2 hours and honestly I just feel disgusting. I hate this.
It’s ridiculous how much I eat now. How am I not piling on the pounds? I feel like I look 15 pounds heavier yet the scales haven’t budged much.
I just am astounded with how much I have eaten tonight. I spend so much money on food now and I just feel greedy and awful. I eat more than anyone I know and I feel horribly greedy.
Well, off to go read until my mind melts.
I can’t believe tomorrow is the last day of 2014! What the crap.